missing u so much

You Know I Don't know what it is, but everything about you is so irresistible. I can't hide what I feel inside when you make me weak with desires.



But you are so personal, I can hardly breathe, It is more than just physical and deeper than spiritual.

Your ways are powerful and irresistible to me



Don't you think I'm trying to tell my heart what's right?

That I should really stop, but I can't stop myself from falling deeper and deeper in love with you.



Baby I miss you so much, I love you so much, I adore you so much and I need you so much now.



I don't know how I can live without you now. I don't know how I did all these years but now I can't wait for you to ask me to call you, It is now two am and I still hope to hear from you, until then, a thousand kisses, but give me none in return, for they set my blood on fire.

I love you,



Yours always
prince

lines4ever

i agree har kisi ko true love nahi milta.. 

i will wait 4 u ..4ever ..

if u r happy toh mai bhi khush .. 

love u 4ever nd ever ..don't wish another love in my life.

first nd last love..

sad

she didn't wish me :( :( ....

sad whole day 

dis is my wrost diwali of my till life

lines for u

belive me ??

  

broke up into tears

"Pleasure of love lasts but a moment, Pain of love lasts a lifetime." 

 

i am sad today . she is right on her place . something personal she told me about our relationship.if her parents know about our relationship in between her studies then she broke up relationship with me . it hurts lot when she said to me . she also hurts from this . 

i know i am the disturber in her life . yaar one side you are telling me about what do you feel and one side you are crying also .why ?? i know every beat of your heart.its not your mistake we are not with our luck.

" yaar mai kya karu i can't live without you . mujey teri aadat par gaye hai "

 

 

 If you love someone and they hurt you,
 If you hate them you didn't love them,
Their love was not yours to begin with.
If the person you love leaves you for someone else,
And they are happier with that other person,
You only truly loved them if you are happy for them.
It hurts when someone leaves you,
 I don't think i will ever get over it,
But in my heart i know that they will be happier without me,
 And so i don't forget,
 I don't cry away my days,
 I don't remember the bad times,
But i spend every hour of the day thinking of that person,
 Loving them with every fiber of my being.

" tujse yek din baat na karu toh lagta hai jaise aapne aap ko kho diya " 

"i will wait for you till when you wanna come back again in my life "...

"Tu Nahi Raha Teri Yaad Reh Gai,Palko Me Teri Aas Reh Gai" 

                  "i know you love me lot more than me "
                      I love you forever My Love

My SwEeT LoVe

        ..............small fight for big love..............

                          What is Love?
When you fall in love, it is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake, and then it subsides. And when it subsides, you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots are become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part blah blah blah.....

TIME:1:24 AM 

i am happy today. you know what " love Karna and relationship mai rahna " its difficult for all ..  

day:Saturday
time:around 10:30 pm 
whole day Rakhi(my love)was upset from me.The reason is i am going to take sleeping pills( ALPRAZOLAM OR LUNEXOR ).Totally depressed these days thats why i am going to take these medicines for relaxation.Then we talk hour an hour on this topic.In between while talking she was crying.Reason is me for her tears.she don't wanna to loose me.i also love her a lot.

                                     best things in her 

                  always time for me  

     always big fight with me on small small matter 

             she understand my feelings  

                           caring
  
              shares everything with me  
  

                               . 
                                                                   .

                                                                   .

                                                                   .
                                                                   .
                                                            many more  

 

" holdings  forever "

                           " i love you forever" 

“If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day so I never have to live without you.” 

  


 

DePrEsSeD mOmEnT

  

 

"I have realized that the past and future are real illusions, that they exist in the present, which is what there is and all there is"

                                                                                        -Alan Watts 

  

well just looking for something to share with...
 i am feeling depressed lately and most probably the most depressed moment i have ever had not ever but one of the most in that .

  

yesterday i was thinking about my future what i am gonna to do . i am not good in academic , not in studies .

over the last two days i am totally depressed  .

my partner she is not interested to hear my all the nonsense thoughts. friends they don't have time for me.

"WITH WHOM I WILL SHARE MY THOUGHTS"  

 

   

Same as yesterday i am depressed today also with assignments problem and exam problem.on Monday i have to submit web designing work , on Wednesday i have to submit Java work and on Thursday having exam of Java on that day i have one more exam communication skills.next two weeks busy with submission and exam . 

not having balance to make call :( .

  

 

"If you spend your whole life waiting for the storm, you'll never enjoy the sunshine " 

                                                  -Morris West

 

first love ....

 

"First romance, first love, is something so special to all of us, both emotionally and physically, that it touches our lives and enriches them forever "

 

since feeling is first
who pays any attention
to the syntax of things
will never wholly kiss you;

wholly to be a fool
while Spring is in the world
my blood approves,
and kisses are a far better fate
than wisdom
lady i swear by all flowers. Don't cry
--the best gesture of my brain is less than
your eyelids' flutter which says

  we are for each other then
laugh, leaning back in my arms
for life's not a paragraph

And death i think is no parenthesis

 

You were the best thing that has ever happened to me. You made me for who I am right now. The things you put me through was you strengthening me. I was too weak, so I gave up. But now I have learned from my mistake. I thank you for making me a stronger person that I am right now. You were the first person I loved and always will be the one I love. 

Na jaane kab yeh hua
Na kisi ko khabar
Na khud ko pata
Khoye khoye rehte
Hum yahan hai
Silsilo ka silsila hai
Hua shuru abb jo nikle bhi jaan
Abb se humraahi chahton ke
Yeh jaise phela nasha.
Woh pheli nazar phela gumaar
Yun lage mohabbat hi jahan hai
Doston ki dosti yaaron ki yaari kam lagne lagi
Behke hai hum behka yeh sama hai 

                                                             "love is in the air " 

"Doston ki dosti yaaron ki yaari kam lagne lagi
           Behke hai hum behka yeh sama hai"